i got dumped... and i cut my hair

so yeah, another week long relationship under my belt.
and if i look at the year, its been 8 guys. 8 different boys, and nothing really to show for it.

it sucks when i actually like one, and then end up pushing them away. or being too alison. i am too alison for my own good.

regardless, summer is coming, my hair is short, and spokane is not a 7:1 girl:guy ratio, so i should have luck, right?

and then italy, in the fall, cute boys, right?

its all about timing with me. no its always about distance. over half of my relationships havent worked because the timing was off and the distance was looming.

and i keep telling myself i dont want a relationship, i just wanna hang, just wanna chill. but thats not true. im such a girl. bleh.

listening to a silver mt. zion always makes me happy though.

i will be going to green apple later with heather and mo, and ill buy some new used books, and maybe ill drink coffee or tea and maybe ill start being predictable and adult again.