today jeremiah erik and i went on a little acid adventure.

dont ask. it made sense to us at the time.


jeremiah went from this:



to this:


in about one hour. hahahahhahahaa.



erik went from wanting to climb to the C:



to wanting to die in the grass:


in about half an hour. hahahahaha.



jeremiah thought it was soft bushes.


erik is the new skeletor.

busted tooth and a smile and cigarette ashes in her drink .

"Come here," he said. "I'll whisper something: I like you, but not too much. I don't want to like anybody too much."
Then it hit me and I just blurted, "I like people too much or not at all. I've got to go down deep, to fall into people, to really know them."
He was definite, "Nobody knows me."
So that was it; the end.
"Goodbye for good, then," I said.
He looked hard at me, a smile twisting his mouth, "You lucky kid; you don't know how lucky you are."

"ok i really dont want to sound mean but i have to be honest. you trying to talk to me is just wasted effort, sorry. its never going to happen."

"no i mean thats pretty harsh but more i just wasnt aware you felt that way. thats pretty mature brett guess i shouldnt expect much more after all. oh well i was just trying to keep the peace. bye forever ha ha ha"

"thats the spirit! (please dont even try to talk to me about maturity alison... maybe someday youll grow up)"

"if im lucky!"


oops i lied. i hope i never grow up.

"You know that place between sleep and awake,
the place where
you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I'll always love you, Peter Pan.
That's where I'll be waiting."

stir it up baby!

"your dick is gonna have war paint all over it!"




THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER.

intense inTENTS!

ok so last night,
we all decided to go camping and get mountain crazy.


pre-party awesome hair.


flossy flossy.


no idea what we thought was so funny.


im fuckin going at that smore.


pretty gnarly.


the gnarliest ever.


BNBF!


aw yeah.


white skirt camping?





AHAHAHAHAAHAHAAAAAHHHHAHAHA!





dont worry curtis uprooted a whole tree.


theyre in love.


i look like the scary guy from pans labirynth.


my ladiezzzz.


this is said tree. HAHAHAHAA!


mountain man conquers all!!





pre bli ya hear?


oh god yes.

k so i just dont know what to think about my life right now.

my internship has just told me that they would like me to work full time this summer.
i havent even been there for 3 weeks.
they said they are so impressed with what i have accomplished,
and how quickly i have assimilated myself to the team,
that they would like me to work as much as possible.

i guess Public Relations and Communications Theory really was the right major for me.
wow. ive even surprised myself with this one.
i think its good not to realize if youre talented at something.


i think its incredibly funny too, because just last night i was kicked out of a show,
for drinking beer that i hadnt bought there, outside of the coffee shop.
thats how fucking mature and grown up i am.


how is it possible that these two parts of my world coexist?



i am so looking forward to camping.
now all i gotta do is find my tent i lost in september.

thank you chuck klosterman.

for summing me up in one sentence:



"the kind of girl who's depressed
by the irrational notion that men only want her for her physical appearance
but who still cannot shake the equally irrational fear
that she is somehow overweight and repulsive."