ok there were these two guys like talking outside my window.

and one of em was all "yeah all those analyzers analyzing"
and the other guy was like "yeah im tired of everyone trying to be an analyzer"

and i wanted to yell down "UHM DID YOU MEAN ANALYST?"

fucking morons.

Fixing up my hair : I want to impress you : Today and everyday : Okay, okay okay

we went and saw Xiu Xiu last night and they were fucking amazing. i cant even explain how breathtaking their performance was. the rum diary opened and they were a really good band too. their drumming was so in line and time it was amazing. it was just an all around really good show and Jamie from Xiu Xiu just really inspired me and all of their new music is so raw and hard and beautiful and i cant wait for the new album, and if Xiu Xiu comes to play anywhere near any of you dont pass up the chance to see them!

p dot s dot JAMIE IS A PISCES LIKE ME! that must explain our strong inner connection and tendency to wear our hearts on our sleeves, be open and honest and truthful and harsh, and fall into unnecessary depressions full of self-doubt and self-inadeqaucy.

haha.






jamie and caralee singing fabulous muscles, a beautifully disturbing song

home, is where i want to be, but i guess i'm already there.

i seriously love matt craig so much. we've been hanging out again a lot recently, and its really making me happy. i really need to turn this semester around, because so far ive just been really self-indulgent and thats not fair.

but yeah he and heather and i went to dinner at bella and it was so yummy and we had this fucking amazing bottle of wine. and anyway matt late last night online was all "i really like that we hang out. like i really appreciate the effort. and i really love to see you happy, that makes me really happy." so sweet. i know he'll always be around for me, i just have to need him.






i have a big cankersore on my tongue and it hurts real bad.

i never felt so safe
lying i once told her
warm resting place
her arms on my shoulder

you are the rock
you are the rake
you are the one
when i wash myself

we ran into a cave
when the wars came closer
she turned into a cave
where it turned colder

you are the rock
you are the rake
you are the one
when i wash myself