oh my.

so the other night at portugal the man,
steven and i got in a HUGE fight,
because he gets overly retardedly jealous.
he ended up yelling at me for trying to set jess up with "cute guy" at the show.
then i ran out of the big dipper,
broke a metal barrier in my escape,
and huddled in the rain sobbing.

steven came to rescue me and we both cried a lot,
then we went back to the show,
pretended to like people,
steven begged portugal to play "our song" (monster),
and they opened with a few riffs of it just for us.
it was really cute and awesome bc we were right in front of the stage,
and the bassist guy, that steve knows from when he was in anatomy,
was like "is that good?" and steve was all "that was perfect man thank you."

we ended up just like talking about it that night a lot,
and we know we have trust issues to work on, but
at the end of the day, we're the most important people in each others lives,
and thats not going to change.

today i spent from 930am-8pm in class.
then i met steven at work for his break and we ate arbys.
my car is on empty and im exhausted.

last night.

was dan ryans art show.
and i somehow got drunk off of two beers.
and i put ""my humps"" on at an art gallery/coffee bar where 40% of the people were over the age of 40.
god it was great.

i finally got a desk for my room.
i finally got internet at the apt.
i have a statistics quiz tomorrow at 8oclock in the morning.
jesus.

i need to mail in money for 3 parking tickets. that $40.
rent is due on the first. thats at most $150.
plus utilities which is at most $85.
plus cable bill which is $25.
i dont get paid again till feb. 4th and i only have like $200.
oh man.

oh and besides christine,
every one of my friends in spokane is younger than me.
by at least one year, but mostly more.
so sad.


i think thats all for now.