if a boys eyes are open when he kisses you, and yours arent,
dump him, and fast.


if a boy only kisses you passionately when drunk,
dump him and fast

if your girl friends dont like your new boy toy,
dump him and fast.

they are always always always right.





just some, you know, food for thought.

from AlcoholEdu for Sanctions.

this is literally one of the questions i had to answer for getting written up:

20: A blood alcohol concentration of 0.00% means:

A . There is no alcohol in a person’s blood

B . There is no level of alcohol a person can safely drink

C . An inability to recall events when drinking

D . Losing a drinking game


THE ANSWER IS OBVIOUSLY D!

i got xiu xius new album from james.
thank you.


listening to xiu xiu makes me feel so... so...
i dont know so much... better?
something in jamies voice just makes me feel something, which is good.
and helpful and worth it.

something in the loud banging noises, in the din, there is beauty.
in the harshness there is light?
i dont know, im not in a very poetic mood, so im not communicating well.


but in related news, tomorrow is Word Night at the Bazaar Cafe.
California and 21st.
I will be reading some poems.
please come.

i got dumped... and i cut my hair

so yeah, another week long relationship under my belt.
and if i look at the year, its been 8 guys. 8 different boys, and nothing really to show for it.

it sucks when i actually like one, and then end up pushing them away. or being too alison. i am too alison for my own good.

regardless, summer is coming, my hair is short, and spokane is not a 7:1 girl:guy ratio, so i should have luck, right?

and then italy, in the fall, cute boys, right?

its all about timing with me. no its always about distance. over half of my relationships havent worked because the timing was off and the distance was looming.

and i keep telling myself i dont want a relationship, i just wanna hang, just wanna chill. but thats not true. im such a girl. bleh.

listening to a silver mt. zion always makes me happy though.

i will be going to green apple later with heather and mo, and ill buy some new used books, and maybe ill drink coffee or tea and maybe ill start being predictable and adult again.