i've ripped the cover of franny and zooey twice. i need to treat my books better.

i saw deerhoof a couple weekends ago. i thought the two opening bands were better.

my brown hair feels overly boring and plain on me. i am not interesting anymore.

i need to chain smoke really bad again.

i dont know if i ever said this, but i got fired from my job. i am very broke. i have spent over $50 the last three weekends in a row. I have a problem. between chris and my dad i owe about $400. nice.

my stomache hurts after i take one bite of food. why is this?

apparently male pheromones have a calming affect on girls.
so if a guy wouldnt mind coming and just sitting around me,
im real stressed out.
thx!

THE MOST IMPORTANT STATEMENT OF MY LIFE.

i am sincerely stupid sometimes.
but at least i am sincere.

why complain when your best friends can do sweet jumps into your pool all summer?


why reminisce when the memory will never capture how loved i felt with ellen on one side and lizzy on the other?


why recruit new bandmates when these four girls are the best youll ever find?

if you tell me one more story about someday...
or about how you dont want to and dont care about anything anymore...


ill lose my appetite and my dinner.

and i wish you still thought i was pretty when you were sober.

and i wish that you would do your homework with me.

and i wish that we were listening to neutral milk hotel, because you like them.

because i like you.